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I don't know why I lost interest in life %26amp; suddenly found myself filled with boredom having no wish to cry or talk or sleep, I'm not even worried about what that would be or what I should do about it %26amp; I'm afraid to tell anyone %26amp; they'd take it seriously (or as a serious problem).Arabic to English translation Please?
I don't know why there is so much hate in this life. I find myself sick and I can't even bring myself to cry or say words to express how i feel. I don't even feel like sleeping, I can't even bring myself to ask when it's going to be over. I am afraid to do or say to anyone how i feel because they might turn my life upside down.
I don't know why I loathed life this way,and suddenly I found my self occupied with boredom ,I don't have the wish to cry ,speak ,sleep,nor even the wish to ask what's the end of this or what to do,I'm also afraid to tell anyone so that he'll not make it serious